Monday, September 5, 2011

Breast-feeding woes

I love this picture of Elsie bug!



I won't bore you all with the details, but I have been struggling with clog milk ducts and mastitis for a few weeks now.  I also had a drop in my milk supply and had to supplement with formula last weekend.  For all these reasons, I have decided to quite breastfeeding.  It was a very hard decision that took me a couple of weeks to finalize.  I hate to give up so early and to deprive my baby of what I know is the perfect food for her, but I need to do what is best for our whole family.  Everyone suffers when I am fighting illness all the time.  I have had so much pain associated with these issues that breastfeeding has never been easy or enjoyable.  Also, Elsie being a fussy baby has made her much harder to nurse.  She does great with a bottle and is very happy with it.  I am slowly decreasing the amount of times I pump and we are feeding her either formula or expressed breast milk.  I am thankful we have some extra Vicodin around, it has helped A LOT with the pain.  I hope to be completely done soon. 

We have noticed a change in Elsie this week.  She is still fussy at times but she has calmed down a lot.  Yeah!  We feel it will only get better from here.  It is SO nice that she is not totally depended on me now.  I can get more help from Craig and do more things outside of the house for my own sanity.  Craig took baby duty all night on Saturday night!  It was great!  I woke up needing to pump but got a solid six hours of sleep.  Woo-hoo!  We are enjoying our long weekend together.  We had a great time  the Tillman's on Saturday afternoon, and we had some new friends over for dinner last night.  A guy who recently started with DowAgroScience and his family.  They just moved here from Tennessee and they have an almost 4yr old girl, a 2yr old boy, and a 4 month old girl.  It is really cool to have some new friends that have 3 children almost the same exact ages as ours!  Hope everyone has had a nice labor day weekend!    

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